So, you weren't doing great when left to your own accord. You floundered. It was terrible to watch. You didn't sleep. You didn't eat. You skipped school.
We did the only thing we could do and that was to pull you back in. You didn't lose much, other than having to inform us of your whereabouts and go to school. Oh, and we asked you to consider medication.
I know we always encouraged you to deal with your issues, but we were wrong. If what you say is true, you have daily panick and anxiety attacks. You can't function. Its time for the big guns.
Your grades are so bad that you might not be eligible for lacrosse. That's a darn shame because you are a hell of an athlete.
Your coach is doing what he can to inspire you and get you back on track. Its going to require some real effort on your part.
Tomorrow is therapy. I don't know what to expect.